The Wellness Visit
Thursday, the house looked like a magazine spread. The fridge was stocked with fruit cut into stars. Daisy wore a dress with a bow, and when the caseworker, a tired-eyed woman named Ms. Alderman, asked her gentle questions, Daisy answered every one in a small, coached voice that never once wavered off script.
Ms. Alderman checked the cabinets, checked Daisy's arms and legs where the bruise had already faded to nothing, and wrote in her folder for a long time.
"I'm not able to substantiate anything today," she told Colleen quietly on the porch afterward, out of Tara's earshot. "But I want you to know I noted something in the child's affect I can't put a formal finding on. Watchfulness. That's not typical for a happy three-year-old. Keep documenting, if you can. Keep calling if anything changes."
Unsubstantiated. The word sat in my chest like a stone for days.
I decided the system needed something it couldn't argue with, so I set up my old phone, the one with the cracked screen I wasn't supposed to use anymore, propped behind the cereal boxes on the kitchen shelf, recording in short bursts every evening around dinner.
The first night, it worked. Twelve minutes of Daisy being herded toward Pepper's corner while Tara murmured about choices and consequences, footage I nearly cried with relief just looking at.
The second night, the phone was dead when I checked it, though I know I'd charged it to full.
The third night, it was dead again, and this time it had also been moved four inches to the left.